Somewhere between Omps Grocery and the County Line Store the farms disappear. Just past the Cacapon River Bridge on 127, a hard right onto Gaston Road takes you to the one-lane bridge and the last of the open fields. Regaining the highway, you are in the mountains. In the summer, houses seem few and far between, but now, in winter, the privacy screen is down. The valley spreads out before you with its isolated freeholds, and clusters of cottages cling to the mountainside at every switchback. They are hidden in the shadows for most of the year, shielded from prying eyes within blankets of green, then red and yellow, then brown. Not now.
We are watching a house collapse. We first noticed it last winter, sitting just off the road. Brown (or once tan) asphalt siding and gray asphalt shingles make it hard to see down among the trees, even in winter. How long it has been abandoned, I can’t say. But nature’s advance has been quick and ruthless. Ivy and Virginia Creeper found footholds on the walls and soon broke through, invading every unguarded space. Rain followed. Now moss, mold, and mildew spread like dark stains over all of the exposed surfaces. Sometime this past summer, the roof partially collapsed. The right side of the house has now caved in upon itself. Each time we pass we expect to see only a heap of wood and building materials lying amidst the weeds and brush and young trees reclaiming the yard.
I stopped once. I walked down the embankment, but it was too wet to go near the house. I was there for another reason, anyway. A pickup had missed the curve and rolled into what had once been someone’s front yard, spilling its load of all-terrain vehicles. No one was hurt, so I got back in my car and drove on home to my own house clinging to the side of a mountain. But I was uneasy with questions. Who lived here? Did they raise children here? Why did they go? But these are private people, reserved people, mountain people. I haven’t earned the right to ask such questions. Someday, but not yet.
Why they left makes no difference to the forest. A house needs to be lived in, to be heated and cooled, to be humid and dry, to be sealed against the elements, and to be cleaned inside and out. The weeds need to be cut back, a perimeter established against the woodland’s insatiable desire to fill every open space. Left unattended, nature quietly and inexorably reclaims its own. Even us.
A life needs to be lived, and it needs to be lived with great intention. It is true that the world is too much with us, rushing us forward at breakneck speed, filling every moment until we collapse wearily at the end of the day into our favorite chairs. Done! Finally, done! Here is the danger, not only in the pace of modern life, but also here in the quiet evenings when we seek refuge in mindless entertainment. Anything to drown out the crush of other peoples’ demands – family, friends, co-workers, employers. Resentment, frustration, boredom, and loneliness find a foothold and spread like dark stains across the soul. Embittered souls are born and marriages die unnoticed in the easy chair to the sound of white noise. We watch lives collapse. Nature reclaims its own.
There is a remedy. It is the inner life, but it must be cultivated. The soul will be filled. Prayer, Scripture reading, meditation: these are the tools that prune the garden of our souls and establish the perimeter, the demilitarized zone that keeps the mind and heart clear for the presence of God. There is a reason that Psalms begins:“Happy are those who do not follow the advice of the wicked, or take the path that sinners tread, or sit in the seat of scoffers; but their delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law they meditate day and night.” Delighting in God, meditating on his word, and making room for God in our lives are the first steps toward renewal. It is the intentional seeking for God in the silence of one’s own soul. And it comes with a promise: “They are like trees planted by streams of water, which yield their fruit in its season, and their leaves do not wither.”
Somewhere between Omps Grocery and the County Line Store, among the forested mountainsides, I leave the valley behind. Somewhere between the rush of the day and the claims of weary sleep, among the gardens of prayer, I leave the world behind for the true home of the soul. God reclaims his own.